absent mindedly;

sorry due to unforseen circumstances, please ask me if you want my lj link online or sth.
kthxbai.

dont feel like posting here.
shall post on LJ from now till june hols(:

click my profile for my lj link(:

but keep my tagboard alive pleaseeee(:
woohoo!

thanks, for finally telling me the truth.
now i know, and i'll change. i promise.
~~i dont like myself:/~~

i need you here again :/ just realised how much i miss you

yay yay.
yesterday was filming of humanities video!
so proud of all of us lah. i swear(:
shall tell you more about it on my livejournal when i have time to!

click here!

i shall break my hiatus today. HAHA.
just feel like blogging. idk why.
ahhh.
it's raining super heavily now. sian.
chinatown on friday was damn stupid lah.
me and shuang got pissed with bkok cos he was being annoying.
rawr. took mrt home, played shoot shag marry.
uber funny! we're gonna tell divya all about it on monday so we can see her reaction!
we were laughing like crazy lah(:

my sms bill's gonna come out. and im gonna die cos i exceeded by like 1500. GG-FIED. lol.
but at least i have my mint chocolates(: the bomb(:

this is important, or rather somewhat, so i shall break my hiatus and go back to it again after this post.

MTP was bad. real bad. some B***H had to go talk to my dad about something when she doesnt even teach me. what clique hairclips! gloria doesnt even use hairclips ._.

staying back with shuang, cherie, gloria, yufong, yingzhen and sihui to do c.lit stuff/study for kaocha was great. love those people(:

cried during MTP. thank you yingzhen, gloria and cherie for cheering me up, and trying to make me feel muchmuch better.
thank you valencia jie, andrea kor and kenneth for the smses and encouragements.
i really dont know what i would do without yall.
thanks for constantly being there for me, all of you.
i may not show it, but you dont know how much your concern means to me. it means alotalotalot.
so thank you, for actually caring(:

i cant get over this. it's hard to.

back to hiatus again.

edit/
and wtf, i dont like/have a crush on _____ please. he's just my kor. no-lifers who anyhow spread this kinda shit can go and die. what's your effing problem lah! sickening people. nothing better to do. i dont give a shit about you. get lost, ~~bitch.~~

GOING ON A SEMI HIATUS!

sian sian sian.
my grades are getting from bad to worse lah!
look at my maths. i FAILED it. badly.
then chinese mo ni lian xi, i think i got the lowest in class.
now no more kianleong to make me feel better. shit man.
hahahaha! (cos kianleong always gets lower than me! omg i feel mean haha)
TA is stressful. i am always trying to finish my homework before the deadline.
and i always fail to do so. it's no wonder i get bad grades for progress report.
and the slaps and the beatings. ohwell.

i think those people who chose to let me enter TA must be either:
1. think too highly of me
2. want to kill me
3. were blinded, and couldnt tell how stupid i am

so i shall now announce that im officially going on a semi hiatus.
i shall let my blog rot until i have the time to update.
but please keep the tagboard alive (THIS DOES NOT APPLY TO PHANGZIHAN)
tags will still be replied(:

*emos at one corner*
i ~~think~~ know im damn stupid.
whenever i look at my grades, i always wonder, why didnt i stay in st nicks?
i could have led a much better life there.
life would have been much easier for me, besides the fact that i would still have to take Os.
i wouldnt mind, though.
at least i would have an O level cert to back me up if i fail my As.
not that im intending to. but looking at all my marks, this may be where im headed for.
failure.
all my life.
failing like crazy.
not being able to achieve/accomplish anything in life.

but thankyou, to all those special people who have been so supportive of me. for the times you all have made me smile, for the times you all have pissed me off so much, for the times you watched me cry, for the times you were by my side, and for all the other little things that you all have done to make me into who i am, thank you. im really glad to have you all as friends (L)

to qianyi,
if you're reading this, i hope you're happy back in RV!
jiayou for your mid years which are in like 2/3 weeks time!
mugmugmug! you can do it!
all the best in your future endeavours!
we'll all miss you alot!
take care and do visit us at tj soon(:

i'll be waiting.